i'm the worst person at getting things done. i should be doing my history paper since i have that class at 12:30... but i'm not. i know what i'm gonna write about, but i'm just choosing not to do it just yet. anyway, i decided not to lie in the paper, but to use an actual "protest" experience. i should get on that shit quick. i changed 1 of the questions on my poll so that it's more accurate. thanks to all the people who listed me as their favorites! i just hope it wasn't the same person voting many many times. but anyway, i got my family coming into town tonight at 9 and 10 so i don't know if i'll be updating my blog all that frequently cuz they're taking over my room, and i'll have to set up shop in the sofabed. but i've been updating from school, so you can all stop weeping now. yo, on my meal plan for school, i should have $264 in order to eat a meal everyday until the end of the semester. i only have $189. so that basically means that is should stop eating for the next 3 weeks. and you know what the really sad part is? the only things that i get throughout the day are an orange juice and a krispy kreme in the morning, a bologna sandwich (i only get cheese on it though... god forbid i were to get lettuce and tomato on that thing cuz they charge you for every little thing on it) and a soda for lunch, and while i watch tv i eat 2 snowballs. and all of that means that i'm basically down $75. you know, if the food was amazing, then i wouldn't be complaining, but as it stand the food is not that great. the fries suck for 1 thing. god i hate the meal crap. alright, i've stalled long enough... i'm gonna go and actually write my paper, cuz i still have to read a chapter in my health textbook for a quiz i have today. damn this scool crap as well. jed got voted off survivor: thailand last night. this makes no sense whatsoever. why would they vote off someone who is obviously physically fit and will be able to contribute to physical challenges? they kept shii ann, who looks like she could fall over from malnutrition though. seriously though, she claims that she could've stepped in and solved the immunity challege with the quickness, but she decided not to. yeah, that's a crock of shit. she didn't step in cuz she didn't know the answer. if anyone deserved to get voted off, it was robb. he is so fucking annoying... i can't stand him! i hope sook jai loses again next week and votes him off. i really hate him. he's 1 of those people that seem like an asshole when you 1st meet them, and then when you get to know them you realize that your 1st perception of them was right on the dot. i can't wait for him to get voted off.

required listening: utada hikaru - can you keep a secret?