i blame my current condition on a lack of sleep, so if i ramble on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on, too fucking bad. this is my hateful angry post. i love school. really, i do. ok that was a blatant lie. really though, what the fuck is the point of continuing my education? i just don't get it. if anyone has any insight whatsoever, leave me a comment. i know school isn't necessary to be successful. look at every established actor. or bill gates. arg... i just hate school. all of those fucking arbitrary classes that they make you take. i don't know about you, but humanities is not a fun class. i appreciate art and all, but i don't wanna go to an hour and 15 minute yawnfest about information that i will never ever use in my life. never. not even once. and you know what really annoys me? when people look at you like you're some type of fucking idiot just cuz you don't know every god damn detail about the "situation with iraq". NEWSFLASH - this motherfucker right here, the one typing these words, does not, in any way, give a flying fuck. sorry to dissapoint you. current events has never been my forte. and frankly i find it better to lead a life oblivious to the news of countries that have absolutely no outcome on my existence. really though, why would i wanna know about dozens of people getting killed in the streets of ham galela walla? i'd rather not know that stuff, and have a happy carefree day devoid of any serious thought. i also hate that people rely on me for all types of moral support. look, i'm sorry that -insert tragic even here- happend to you, but i just don't give a shit. if i did, i would have said "let me hear it". but since i don't take this as a clue to never speak to me abut your petty problems. at least not before asking me how my day was. cuz that is really rude. you expect me to listen, but you don't have the curtosy to greet me like most humans would? and i also hate that people think i keep tabs on everyone. i'm not joking. i've had people who i never even speak to ask me where people who don't even register on my radar are. hey fuckface! i'm not anyone's mother! why the hell would i know where said person is, dick!!! i also hate when these damn fundamentalists look at me with a weird stare or something just cuz i tell them i'm an atheist. they think that i'm an atheist cuz it's cool and a way to rebel. well, guess what? if i had a choice i wouldn't be an atheist. people are supposed to have faith in religion. when someone really doesn't believe it, no matter how hard they try, they're left with an empty feeling. that's how i've felt for many years: hollow. so get the fuck off my back for not believe in god. bah!

required listening: superman lovers - starlight