i finished that piece of cake tonight. i couldn't have finished it last night. not without vomiting up breakfast, lunch, and dinner. anyway, i have to figure out what kind of protest i have to do for my history class. i have to figure out something asap cuz i have to write a reaction paper that is due friday. THIS FRIDAY! someone i know wore a tshirt that said "no smoking" and listed on the back what bad stuff cigarrettes have. i should do something similar to that. but on something else i guess. anyway, if you have any idea what i could do then leave me a comment. thanks buddies! i'm also thinking of starting a blog clique. i wanna start a 5'6" or shorter clique. since i'm vertically challenged (i'm only 5'6"), and i'm sure i'm not the only short person who blogs, i think it would be a good idea. anyway, i gotta get a domain where i could have the home, about, rules, codes, join, members, and contact pages so i'll need someone to host me or get my own server. i'll look into that soon. oh well, that's all. and i hope you crazy kids are downloading the songs i'm listing... ok bye bye.

required listening: nappy roots - po' folks

holy shit... i'm eating what could possibly be the biggest piece of cake in the history of the world. chicken was for dinner, but i had chicken the other night i think, so i opted for good old cake instead. chocolate cake. yeah, this piece is huge. i'm only halfway done, but already i feel like i'm gonna explode. arg... if you could see this piece you would say "holy shit... that's a huge bitch!" anyway, i'm gonna go back and try to put a dent in the thing... right after i hurl. and you know what would be nice? if you left a comment, that's what.

required listening: ash - burn baby burn

not too much to report. just the fact that i am worth $2,060,446.00. i found this quiz here in one of the pages i forgot which one... and since so many blogs have a little song of the day type of thing going on, i figured i should totally rip them off. oh, and this link is a funny annoying type thing. if you click it you'll see either a smily face chanting thing, or a website for some god shit. anyway if you get the smilies, whatever isp you use has a good chance of of "not responding" or whatever, so click it at your own discretion. ok. i'm done.

required listening: incubus - are you in?

alright, today was a fun rainy day. yeah, whatever. i saw bits and pieces of survivor: thailand. all i remember was an anniversary/birthday singing bit, a floating flower challenge, tanya got voted off, and someone's large breasts. my friend amanda said it was a mediocre episode anyway, so it's ok. and it was the season premier of one of my favorite shows, er. it was an amazing episode. god i love that show. thanks for getting me into it, amanda! and check out this funny site. it's what someone believes the worst 10 transformers of all time. it's quite funny indeed.

alright i was gonna post about the american idol concert that happened last night, but you can find out about that your own damn self. i will however talk about my favorite tv show which just had its season premier... buffy the vampire slayer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah, i know what some of you are thinking that it's a dumb show and all, but it's really great. if you want me to go deeper into the love i have for this show, leave me a comment and i'll email you or whatever... anyway, i have been waiting all these long months for my favorite show ever to come back, and i highly enjoyed the season premiere. especially the ending... when you saw WARREN!!!!! who was killed last season by willow. and then my jaw hit the fucking floor when warren transformed into... GLORY!!!!! and then she transformed into... ADAM!!!!! and then into... THE MAYOR!!!!! followed by..... DRUSILLA!!!!!!! and finally she transformed into... THE MASTER!!!!! but i just about lost it when when he transformed into.... ..... BUFFY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa yeah i know i'm a loser but i live for this show. i really, truly hope that this season is better than last. last year, the show was plagued by bad scripts mostly. like the episode when riley came back. that could have been great, but it was written so horribly bad that it ended up being stupid. when you compare it to the season that preceded it, the glory season (which is the 2nd best, if you ask me), then it was just unbelieveable. last year didn't even compare to the year before. but i believe that it'll be great. it might even have what it takes to be better than the angelus season (the best). but time will tell... and you can't bet any amount of money that i will be there to see every damn episode! CONFORMIST!!!!!!!! - i can't acess your blog... all i get is "You don't have permission to access / on this server." i'm confused... and oh my fucking god... someone found my blog by looking for Nikki Mckibbin Fucking... yeah, whoever did that search is obviously a loser.

question: can i play japanese cd's on my american cd player? i'm not really sure cuz i know that i couldn't play japanese dvd's on my american dvd player. i'm curious cuz i wanna but hikki's ( that's what her fans call her, by the way ) cd's but i'm not sure if they'll actually work. i could probably find out somewhere, but i'm so damn lazy. but i would appreciate any info that anyone would have.

i think you should all go to utada hikaru's site. nevermind the fact that it's all in japanese. go and download some of her songs. she's definately the best jpop star. ok that is all.

just further proof that all pretty boys are really, REALLY dumb... i was watching the making of the video for justin timberlake with a friend in between 1 of our classes and justin described his style of music. he described it as "1 half pop, 1 half hip hop, 1 half dance, and 1 half rock ( i think it was rock, but i think i actually forgot, but he said something there ) ". in no way, shape, or form do 4 halves ever equal 1 whole. by the way, he was totally serious when he said this. i don't know what his pretty boy intelligence is, but it must be incredibly low if he doesn't realize that in all actually 4 quarters equal 1 whole, not 4 halves. moving on... i just saw survivor: thailand. it was excellent, as every survivor is. it's on an island again, which is where it should always be. anyway, john got voted off. yeah too bad for him. yeah i really love this show. um, the emmys are on this weekend, and i can't wait. except that show the west wing ( which is unworthy of a link ) will rob the far superior six feet under ( which is worthy of a link ) of any emmy they compete for. peter krause, rachel griffiths, freddy rodrigez, and lauren ambrose all deserve to win cuz they are geniouses for being so god damn awesome on that show. michael c. hall and frances conroy are also nominated but i don't think they should win not because they aren't good, but they're not as good as their counterparts. still amazing though. anyway, there's an american idol super special concert featuring all the final 30 contestant, and of course i will be watching it. i can't wait. yeah, ok, i will go now. it's ok... i'll ba back later... leave me a commet... bye bye! super last second news flash!!!!!!!: christopher reeve has regained use of 1 of his hands! yes, i could hardly believe it myself. he's 49 now and if his progress goes as it has already, he could regain use of his whole body by age 13495863. sorry for being a dick, i feel bad for the guy and all, but he's never going to get his body back. but at least he's making some progress, but i just don't think they should publisize (?) it the way they are. they're just gonna fill the guy with hope and i doubt that he'll ever walk again. maybe i'm just being insensitve but whatever.

i don't sleep well at night anymore. at least i have these huge gaps between classes in which to catch some extra winks. i have this nagging feeling that i forgot to do something for 1 of my classes, but i have no idea what it could be. oh well. if i really did forget to do something, then i'll remember soon enough. tonight are the premieres of one of my favorite shows, the bernie mac show. i hope that cedric the entertainer presents and fastlane both don't suck. i have never had anything worth watching to um, watch, in years on this night. so they better not suck. and there really are nice people left in the world. i just interviewed someone i just met for my career development class. i just went to a career chat and this person was very willing to be asked these questions. well, if you ever find this blog, i just wanted to tell you again how i appreciated what you did. thanks! one more thing: the transition effect only works certain times. i dunno why that is. dammit.

i wanna get my own domain. but i have some basic problems a.) i dont know how much it is to buy a domain. b.) i dont have basic programs to make graphics and what not for a doamin. and c.) how much would it cost to run the damn thing? anyway, im gonna have to find out the money issues and see if mom and dad will pay. cuz im a college student with no money. you know, instead of worrying about this i should be worrying about school. yeah, right! that'll happen. hahahahahhahahahhahahahahahha!!!! survivor: thailand premieres on thursday. i love that show!! almost as much as american idol. i watch dumb shows don't i? yeah i do. don't lie. goodnight.

my friend jackie is gonna do a comedy skit at a club near where she lives. she lives in the east side of nyc, by the way. anyway i told her that she should do it. i know she'll do good. well, that's all. oh and suicide king - if you read this i just think you have an interesting and unique blog. and i liked the evangelion touch. very nice... by the way... since i'm assuming you watch it, have you bought the evangelion movie that just came out and will you buy the next one as well? just curious.

i finished doing some of my homework today. i did my outline for my essay in english. but i don't have a working printer so i called a friend of mine and asked her if she could print it out for me and give it to me in the morning. i debated practically the whole day if i should do that. my class is at 8am and the library opens at 8am so if i went to the library and printed it there i would get to class super late. and i didn't want my friend to feel like i was using her but i ended up calling her. now i wish i hadn't. dammit, im a jerk. next time i'll just deal with the consequences. anyway, i still have like 5469847698742574 pages to read in this incredibly boring book for my history class. the only way i can stay awake while reading it is if i got my highlighter in my hand and just highlight till my eyes explode. and i got a quiz on this shit tomorrow. and i also got a history paper to do for friday... this ones topic is columbus: hero or villain?. yeah, that should be fun. oh, and tomorrow i gotta go and look at this art exhibit and write a reaction paper for my humanities class. the gellery opened on thursday but i really didn't wanna go so i didn't. now i gotta waste my time and go there and write a bullshit paper for a bullshit class. woohoo... i'm really loving college life... you know... i get most of my traffic from people looking for american idol crap on google ( like pictures and downloads ), so now that the show's over i wonder if people are gonna stop finding my site. probably not cuz of my archives. haha that must be a disappointment for people when they're looking for something specific and all the find is my boring blog! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

haha i actually watched wrestling last night so i could witness the proposed gay wedding of billy and chuck. i haven't watched wrestling in years, and this seemed like the biggest sack of shit i had ever heard of in my life. they even went on the today show to talk about the wedding. well, i tuned in for smackdown and it didn't happen and they both said they were straight. it was funny though... seeing them do all those little things that suggested they were gay through the video montage called "our love" or something like that. it turned out to be a plubicity stunt that worked very well. although after seeing those clips, i still think they're gay. don't get me wrong or anything... there's nothing wrong with being gay or anything... but i tend to judge the sexual proclivity of men who rub up against each other while wearing oil and tight little speedos, that's all. call me small minded or whatever, but THAT just strikes me as a little gay.

hmm... i still can't believe. it's been 1 year since the attacks and i don't think that i'll ever fully comprehend what happened. i remember where i was when i found out about it. i went to my latin class, which coincidentally started at 9:11 am, and i was the only person in the classroon, which i thought was weird. the teacher came in and told me that everyone was in the library and she scurried back there. i thought nothing of it, and when i went to check everything out, everyone was in there watching the tv that hung on the wall. the volume was one, which is weird cuz that tv is always muted. anyway, i heard the tv but wasn't listening and i saw my friend dan and asked him if there was anything good on tv and that's why everybody was in there. he simply pointed to the tv and i saw both towers with gaping holes in their sides... yeah, all i said was "oh shit". even 1 year later it's hard to believe that they're gone. i lived relatively close to the city when it happened, and i also remember that my dad used to tell me in the mornings of where he was gonna go work and he's been in the wtc many, many times. so i'm grateful he was in california and not working anywhere near the city. i'm fortunate enough to not have known anyone who perished, but a lot of poeple weren't as lucky as i am. it's still something that peolpe are reeling with. and some people are just saying that it would be better to forget it, but those people are idiots. we can't ever frget that this happened. we have to remember this day for ever and remember that this was the day that the united states came together and this ws the day that we refused to be defeated. but while we remember this day for the rest of our lives, i don't think anyone will ever really make any sense of this. even if we live for ever, who can make god damn sense of this? but yeah, this was my little 9.11 post. i hope you all try to have as best a day as you can. take care.

alright, i just changed my template again. maily cuz if you're visting my blog using ie, you can't see the pictures. well, now i went back to blogskins and got 1 called blue is for boys. but anyway, give me some feedback and let me know what you think... in other news, i had 2 tests in school today. i don't think i did very well on either 1. but oh well, i'll make that up in the coming weeks as i get adjusted and start to do better.

i saw swimfan last night. it was a good movie. it was nothing groundbreaking or new, but still good. fatal attraction did the same thing only better, but i think it was worth my $9. i just power read 60 pages of a book for my history class tomorrow. i have a quiz on that shit but i don't know anything of what i just read. maybe i'll get that thing where you remember everything when you sit down for the quiz. but with my luck, i won't get that. yeah my eyes are about to explode. next time i plan to read this ahead of time so it doesn't interrupt with my loafing around. reading for school is sooooooooo not fun. i had guests over today. my dad's friend and his wife, and 1 of their daughters and her boyfriend. we're all going to their house next sunday. they're nice people. they live in greenwich, but aren't the rich, snooty, horse riding, caviar eating, chanel/gucci/versace buying, lexus driving, elitist types. which is a fucking miracle considering they live in greenwich, ct. yeah i bought a new backpack last night as well. and when i sent to see my friends i took one of them to the galleria and i bought $20 worth of these bracelets at hot topic that i wanted. and of course mother dearest didn't approve. she didn't say anything, but something about a cringing face that doesn't exactly scream "wow that it awesome". but that's better than when she accused me of wanting to look like a gang member when i bought what she considers baggy pants. that was highly anoying. but at lest now she doesn't say things that she doesn't know about. why am i still typing.... i'm falling asleep right here at the computer. i think i'll go to bed. night night kiddos... zzzzzzzzzz

yesterday i went to my old high school to surprise some of my friends that are still going there. well, i saw everyone i wanted to and i don't think i've ever huged so many people in such a sshort amount of time. it felt like old times.... i wish i had been born 2 years later that i'd be in 11th rade with my friends. but anyway, i'll have to do that sometime soon. next time i do that i'll have to visit my physics teacher.... see if he remembers me. i think he will though. i mean, how many people get a 30 on the physics regents that you forget about? and 1 of my friends has him this year, but she's yet to tell him that she knows me.

wow. that's all i can really say. of course i'm talking about american idol. it went the way it deserved to go with kelly winning the whole thing. she got 58% of the votes compared to justin's 42%. she deserved to win cuz she has the better voice. he's good, but not amazing. but the best part of the whole damn show came when all 10 finalists were on stage and they performed 2 medlies. when tamyra sang you kinda wondered how she got voted off in the 1st place. she's amazing. and will no doubt get a record contract... if she hasn't already. but more importantly... my glorious christina was there. she looked and sounded better than ever. although i wasn't too sure about her hair cut, she still was amazing and she'll also be getting a deal pretty damn soon. if not, i'll kill some one. and ejay is still a fucking freak. his voice is creepy and i wanted him to shut up when he sang. and the rest like nikki, rj, ryan, a.j., and jim all did good when singing. it was nice to see everyone from the final 10 together and performing. yeah you probably think i'm a loser, right? well, i am. and last week i went to see s1m0ne. it pretty good. you should all see it cuz i said so. well, now i have to get going cuz i have a stupid history paper that i should be doing. it's due tomorrow and i haven't started it. yikes.