6.18.2002

right, so today at about 12:15 i took the physics regents. i was done in about an hour. not because i knew what i was doing but because i didn't know what i was doing. i guessed on all 45 questions in the 1st part, and the 2nd part was practically blank. my teacher asked me if i wanted to look over it, and i said no. i mean, what the hell was i gonna look over? i didn't even use the god damn reference tables 'cause i wouldn't even know what formulas to use. they're really just a bunch of letters, nothing more. and on friday i took my pre-calculus final ( well, it was really just calculus, 'cause we've been doing calculus since after the midterm ) and i swear to holy jesus christ, god, and all the saints that I don't believe in, that i went blank. total blankness... grrrrrrrrr... and the worst part is i studied my ass off. as soon as i sat down for it, i went blank. dammit. i know i did well on the english final, i just gotta find my teacher and see what i got on that and on my mcbeth paper. and friday is the latin regents, which I know i'll pass. ok then, on saturday i saw the bourne identity while my brother went to see the sum of all fears. my movie was definately much better. it was just so great. i highly recomend that you go out and see it. fuck everything else, see the bourne identity. i guarantee that you will enjoy it. lastly, tomorrow i expect a call from someone named wendy from the admissions office at concordia college regarding how i'm gonna pay my tuition and what grants and scholarships i'm getting. they just sent me this thing that talks about how I can pay my tutition of $17000 in 8, 9, or 10 months worth of payments. but i got this letter that says i get about $15000 worth of grants and scholarships, so i gotta see why that wasn't added. i know i sent the thing saying i accepted them 'cause i sent it with my $300 deposit. so i gotta take care of that pronto. that's about it really. nothing else really happening of any importance in my life. graduation is on monday, so i'll post something then. then i got the whole summer to lounge about and do absolutely nothing while getting a tan. oh yeah, i almost forgot! i got to school early so i had some hours to kill before the test, and me and some people were in the cafeteria when this bird flew in 'cause the doors were open. anyway, the bird was flying into the windows and finally it just slammed into one and crashed all the way to the floor. we took it outside, but the poor birdy couldn't stand on his feet 'cause his legs were busted. it could fly fine, but couldn't stand up. and since birds have to sleep standing up, it would've died whenever it became tired and went to sleep. so the way we looked at it was that the bird was gonna die anyway, so since we were away from people we decided to kill it. so 2 of the people that i was with went into the tennis courts that we were sitting by, grabbed a tennis racket, and 1 of them threw the bird in the air and struck it with the racket, and effectively killed it. although i think it would've been more humane or whatever to just snap its neck, at least the bird was put out of the misery that it was in. at least it didn't slowly die by suffocating when it went to sleep. and it was probably in a lot of pain since its legs were broken. ok, now i'm done. wow, i wrote a lot, didn't i?