yeah so i haven't posted anything for a while, so here goes. today at school was this silence day thing. i participated in it and the point was not to talk and shit. it symbolizes the silence that gays experience because they are who they are, or something like that. anyway, i messed up and did happen to speak. it was at lunchtime when i was sitting with my friends and they did everything in their power to get me to talk but they all failed. a jelly bean rolled to me on the table, i picked it up and i said "what's this?" so yeah, i goofed. i let my friend borrow requiem for a dream and she told me that she liked it. it's my favorite movie ever so i highly recommend that you go out and buy it right now. last night i saw you can count on me which is a movie about a brother and sister which have grown up to be very different people. i also bought the mulholland drive dvd. this is the weirdest movie ever. i'd like it more if I knew what was going on in it. so that's all. my computer's modem has been giving me problems like signing me off and shit, so i'm gonna go before it does it again.