4.17.2002

ok, my friend justin won't be able to go to manhattanville 'cause it turns out he'll have to pay like $21000 for tuition, minus the $10000 he gets from financial aid and whatnot. i feel really bad for him 'cause he really wanted to go there and he got let down big time when he found out how much he would have to pay. i got accepted and i'm going there in the fall and I'm getting like $15000 a year, so that helps me out big time. but then i have to find $6000 to pay for the rest. damn this college bullshit. i hate it so much. anyway, my day has been boring. i'm shocked 'cause i haven't been kicked off from aol yet. i'm really just waiting for this thing to just flip a bitch. jesus christ, it's so fucking hot over here. it's a fucking heat wave. you know i really hate when it gets this hot. i get all sweaty and shit and i feel uncomfortable no matter where i am. and to top it all off, my fucking school has no ac anywhere except the library, computer labs, and the auditotium. it must've been like 92° today. i'm oh so glad that I got my glorious ac going. i really don't get how i can be from a tropical country and not be able to stand the heat. i just don't understand that part at all. my friend found out something about me that i don't think i've ever told anyone. it's not really the biggest thing ever or whatnot, but still i didn't think i would've told her the way i did. but you know what? i'm glad that she knows this now. i dunno why, but i just am. but whatever, i'm gonna leave it at that and go on my merry way.