ok i was talking to my friend tonight and he told me something personal about himself and then i started talking and i ended up talking about something that i would much rather forget. and now that i've told someone, i've been thinking about it and i'm starting to feel like a pile of shit. so yeah, i'm not doing so great now. i knew i should've kept my mouth shut, but i had to speak. fuck! i really hate this! next time i'm not saying anything to anyone. i bet you i'm gonna be on this for, like, all of tomorrow. great.