i saw panic room and it was very good. i recomend that you go out and see it. i also bought the requiem for a dream dvd and i watched it and i remembered how incredible of a movie this really is. you must go out and buy this dvd. and why not? it's only $15. trust me... it'll be the best $15 that you spend on a movie. other than that, there's nothing new to tell.

yeah so if you noticed i didn't post anything yesterday. the reason? nothing to post. yeah, that's right. i had a boring day. and today isn't really much different. the only thing that's breaking up the monotony is watching movies. i saw chocolat which was pretty good. and now i'm watching magnolia, which is one of my favorite movies. yeah, but now i'm gonna go 'cause my stupid fucking brother doesn't realize that i'm watching the fucking tv and has decided to play video games. what an idiot! if my damn face is turned to the damn tv, doesn't that give it away that i'm watching the stupid thing? apperantly not to him.

today i went to my friend toni's house and we hung out. her friend from philadelphia, raymond, was visiting so he hung out too. matt and ali came over and then we went to the westchester. then brian came to the westchester, we went to sam ash, and finally to the galleria. in other news: i feel like runny diarrhea. yup, i'm still sick and it doesn't look like i'll be getting better any time soon. i'm taking all these fucking pills and i only get relief from the sneezing, runny nose, and headaches for a couple of hours. and my eyes hurt when i move my head and from staring at this damn monitor for more than like 20 minutes. so with that, i'm going to watch tv and not go online untill tomorrow, if i don't die. but i hope i do, that way i'll be out of my misery.

god dammit! i hate having a cold. i feel worse than i did yesterday. damn this crazy business. i feel like i have ebola or cholera or something deadly like that. i've had a runny nose all day and I really doubt that it'll be gone by tomorrow. oh well. i'll just take massive amounts of pills before i leave tomorrow in the morning. i'll take some with me as well. that and some tissues. lots of tissues.

yeah today was boring. really boring. i'm not gonna talk about my day 'cause all i did was go online, talk to toni on the hone, and watch tv all day and night. wait, i just spoke about my day didn't I? anyway, i saw the oscars last night and as i expected halle berry won the best actress award. her peformance in monster's ball was easily the best of last year and she deservedly won the award last night. and i also thought that her acceptance speech was wonderful and not the slightest bit on the long side. i don't think there was anyone watching that didn't feel the emotion that she felt for those 4 and a half minutes. i'm glad that she and denzel washington ( who won for training day ) won the top honors last night. but i do hope that we can get to a day when people don't have to say "finally they're deciding to spread the love". all of these awards show should be color blind, and they shouldn't favor those with fair skin. it's a sad thing that sidney poitier had been the only african-american man to have won the best actor award, when there have been many standouts in the last 38 years, but at least now he's got some company with denzel. halle, for now at least, is the only african-american female to win best actress. both of these actors have really swung the door open for other people that receive the roles of mammies, butlers, chauffeurs, and prostitues. now they have inspired many people, of many races to believe that they can achieve anything that they sent their hearts to. so yeah, i'm so happy for both of them. well, that's all of my ranting for today. g'night kids.

it's another glorious sunday, and i still feel like shit. at least i don't feel as bad as i felt yesterday. anyway, i'm not going anywhere today 'cause i just don't feel up to it. i'll probably spend some time online, then i'll go and read queen of the damned for the rest of the day, 'cause i've been reading that for a month and i still haven't finished it and i really wanna finish it. i've already seen the movie ( which was pretty damn good ) so now i just wanna finish the book. oh yeah, and tonight are the oscars, so i'm definately gonna watch that tonight. i have a prediction of who'll win the 5 major awards, or rather who should win. i'll just wait till 8:30 tonight to see if i was right or not. what else, what else...? nothing i guess. you know what? i'm gonna go watch zoolander. it's such a funny movie! if you haven't watched it, go buy it now on dvd! ok, i'm going now.

i woke up today, and i noticed something was wrong. i felt like ass. after i took my shower i went to have breakfast and it hurt to swallow. dammit! on top of that i have a headache that won't go away, a fever, some coughing, and a really bad sore throat ( it feels like i swallowed 37 razors ). this really sucks since my spring break just started. i have a pretty good idea as to who got me sick... but i won't name names. damn man, there goes my weekend. granted i had no big plans, but still. who wants to be sick on a weekend? i'm gonna go take some more medicine. maybe that'll cure my ass.

ok, so for the past few days i've been updating this thing with posts like a motherfucker. i've decided to just put 1 post on this blog a day. that way, it just looks better than having like 97465234 posts a day. i let my friend amanda use my credit card so that she could buy 3 tickets to a concert. i did it out of the goodness of my heart, and 'cause she paid me right there and there. i forwarded the e-mail to her 'cause she needs the info in it to get in 'cause the concert is on sunday. anyway, as usual my day was quite uneventful. there was virtually no one in school 'cause this was the last day before spring break began. i have no plans for this whole vacation except on tuesday. thats when i'm gonna hang out with toni and matt. yeah, so other than that i don't know what i'll do the rest of the days. i'll proably just cry tears of boredom. i might go to the movies either tonight or tomorrow. i really wanna see blade 2. like really badly. and i really need to do some shopping. i need the dashboard confessional cd the places you have come to fear the most. i love one song on that cd, so i gotta get the whole album. and i might as well pick up a new t-shirt or something. it would be a crime to go all the way to the mall and not use my credit card to my heart's content. so that's it kiddies. i'll catch you on the flip side.

it seems that my more recents posts have to do with physics in one way or another. well, here goes. today in physics, the teacher asked me which letter in the formula v=ir is the current. of course i didn't know what it was and the teacher got frustrated. he was like "man what do you do there for the whole period? what do you day-dream about? you couldn't possible have paid attention these past 2 weeks?" i was like "um...........". so yeah, now that I know what the letter for current is ( it turned out to be I ) i get called on everytime the word current is mentioned. oh and someone fed me the wrong answer when i got called on for a different problem. so it was pretty much just another day in the fun happy world of physics. i got economics homework to do later, so for now i'm gonna play some slingo.

wow, i can't believe that i stalled for so many hours, but i finally finished my paper. ok, so it's a piece of shit, but it's done. yay! now i just gotta go cram for that calculus test I got tomorrow. i hope that i'll pass. i do well in that class, but I wanna do better. so that's all kiddies, i'll see you all tomorrow.

right. so i have this english paper due tomorrow. i really don't wanna do it, but i don't feel like not graduating so i must. i got a 56 on that physics test that my teacher almost threw out before grading it. i was called on in class, but due to my being spaced out, my response was a very confused "huh?". later on, i was called on again to see if 2 people in class had their reference tables out. i couldn't peek and had to guess and i was wrong both times. so yeah, a fun day in physics, much like other days 'cause my teacher went on another one of his tangents and succesfully delayed the quiz we would have had till tomorrow. on another mostly excellent note: i found my physics textbook buried in the deepest recesses of my locker! score!!! there's $50 i just saved, 'cause i thought it was lost. so yeah, i gotta go do my paper now, but i'll be back later tonight.

about 1 minute ago i was paged for the 30578452328507885723rd time by someone that i don't know. it was joe. who is joe, you ask? beats the hell out of me. at least he wasn't asking for bobby like everyone else who pages me tends to do. i swear, if one more person that i don't know pages me, my head will explode. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

wow, only 2 posts so far in the day... i'm surprised i haven't broken into a cold sweat and had convulsions due to withdrawal from not constantly undating my blog. but yeah i haven't had a real intersting day. my friend is going to myrtle beach for spring break. i wish i was going away. anywhere. damn bitch. i now realize that i have an english paper due on thursday, so of course i'm gonna put it off 'till the last minute. what other choice do i have? i just played a couple of games of slingo, and i lost real bad so i'm swearing off that whole game for ever. ok, so i just lied. i'll probably play it again later tonight.

i'm sitting here in school and i'd rather be at home - sleeping. i got like 4 hours of sleep so i'm quite tired. my physics teacher found my test and jokingly said that it was probably a 50 'cause he hadn't graded it yet. funny thing is, he's probably right.

ok i was talking to my friend tonight and he told me something personal about himself and then i started talking and i ended up talking about something that i would much rather forget. and now that i've told someone, i've been thinking about it and i'm starting to feel like a pile of shit. so yeah, i'm not doing so great now. i knew i should've kept my mouth shut, but i had to speak. fuck! i really hate this! next time i'm not saying anything to anyone. i bet you i'm gonna be on this for, like, all of tomorrow. great.

i walked into physics today and my teacher asked me if i took the test on parallel plates and i said "yeah i took it on friday". so he totally lost it. unless i forgot to put my name on it. or i kept it. which seems highly unlikely, since i'm not stupid. but yeah, it's gone and i really couldn't give any less of a shit. i think he should hive me a 100 just because he misplaced it. i just hope i don't have to take it again. i mean, i know i didn't pass it, i tried to cheat off of someone sitting close to me but my plans were foiled when the teacher caught me. hahaha! i hate physics oh so much. i can't believe they didn't let me drop it. i mean, i don't need it to graduate. oh well, i already got into college with a scholarship, so i really don't care what i end up getting in that class. i certainly won't lose any sleep if i bomb this quarter, the next quarter, and the regents.

today at school there was a gas leak in like half the building! and we didn't even get to go home. what the hell is that about? i wanted to just leave... but nooooooooooooooooo. they decided to keep us there for the whole day. stupid fire department... did they really have to fix the leak? in other news: i must get the most recent cds by chimaira and dashboard confessional. they are both really good and i really want them. so that's about all for now.

as i watch the minutes tick past i realize how much i suck at getting things done. since my last post i've done everything in my power to not do my french paper. i've chatted with people, played a ridiculous amount of slingo games, watched cartoon network, chatted some more, watched six feet under, and now i'm back to chatting. well, i shouldn't say that I have nothing typed... i got 1 paragraph done so far. at this rate i maybe done by dawn. *maybe*.

can anybody out there tell me why i took french in the 1st place? i have no clue why. i have this damn paper due tomorrow and i haven't even started it. i haven't even chosen a topic. i'm so screwed. man, i gotta learn to not do things at the very last minute. maybe i should start off by learning the damn language. hmm... it just occured to me that instead of ranting i should start the paper. maybe i'll start it. maybe not.

yay, it's sunday afternoon and no one is online, except my ass. i'm listening to the dashboard confessional song the best deceptions. it's a very good song. i really wanna get the cd. next time i'm at sam goody i'll definately buy it. i have french shit to do, but i'm procrastinating, 'cause i don't wanna do it. but i'll have to sooner or later. i'm leaning towards later. isn't my life ecxiting?

well, now that it's midnight i guess i'll go to sleep. everyone has their away messages on anyway and i'm bored as all hell. damn man, i gotta do a french paper today. as if i speak the damn language. oh well. as always, i guess i'll have to half ass it. i'm used to it though, so it's no big deal. g'night.

haha! my friend asked me to play slingo with him tonight, and i really sucked at first. like, really sucked. but after of couple of games i ruled his ass! i jumped about 20000 points in 2 rounds and i ended up winning! i rule!!!

today was mostly uneventful. i went to the movies and that pretty much broke up my day of monotony. i saw resident evil, which i'll admit wasn't as horrible as i thought it would've been. granted it's not gonna move anyone, like, say the elephant man, but it was still pretty decent. i wanna see monster's ball next week, but e.t. comes out next week. i really wanna see both but i don't feel like spending all of my allowance. dammit! now i'm gonna be debating this shit all week. oh well. i think i'll go and do something productive.

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you were male in your last earthly incarnation.

you were born somewhere around the territory of what is now known as modern ukraine, approximately in the year 1375.

your profession was: preacher, publisher, scribbler of ancient inscriptions.

a brief psychological profile of you in that past life: timid, constrained, quiet person. you had creative talents, waited till that life to be liberated. sometimes environment considered you strange.

a lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is: it always seemed to you, that you perceptions of the world are somewhat different. your lesson -- to trust your intuition as your best guide in present life.

do you remember?

Take The Ice Cream Flavour Test!*

i woke up slightly early today so i decided to go online to see if there was anything to do, and of course there wasn't. today my friend is having a little get together at her house but i don't know if i can get there or not. i don't know what the hell i'm gonna do. damn!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Very High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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that narcissistic one is so clearly wrong, but the rest... i dunno, its not a really reliable thing but it seems right. take the test to see how you do. who knows it might be accurate.

i found this site today that has a pretty cool design to it. if you got time, check out vertu. it has some cool photographs of these silhouettes made of light. today i gave my friend her birthday present, and of course she loved it. damn, i have this stupid french paper to do for monday about this dumb movie we saw in class. i probably should have done it after i saw the movie cuz it was fresh in my mind. oh well. in other magnificent news: i had a physics test on parallel plates and i totally bombed it. so much for my passing streak. oh well... looks like my friend won't get any beatings next week. i guess that's it.

i bought my friend's birthday present today, and I hope that she likes it. actually i know she'll like it. i have some home work to do, but i dont wanna do it... but something tells me that if i don't do it, then half the class will get goose eggs, cuz it seems that copying my work is fun. anyway i'll go and find something interesting to do before i do it.

wow i'm just filling this thing up with useless information, aren't i? ok, i have this monkey shirt that says "i fling poo", and it's getting all ruined and shit, and i wanna buy a new one. so yeah, i'm not asking you if i should or shouldn't buy one, i'm just letting you know. so i guess this really isn't a dilema(?). you know what, i'm gonna go find a dictionary.

ok there's nothing whatsoever to be done online, so i'm gonna go and find something to do at home. but before i go... there's this really good band called pure rubbish that's from texas, and they are really, really good. see if you can find a song by them on kazaa or whatever to see how awesome they are. one last thing... if you saw my whole thing about laurence thoms, do me a favor. if anyone out there stumbles upon this blog and has a picture of thoms, please e mail it to me... it really bothers me how i can't put a face to a name. i'm willing to give you anything you want. anything. ok thats about it. i'll probably go to sleep early, or maybe stay up and watch jay leno and get some sleep during school. what else is english class good for? i already know how othello ends, so why not sleep? so that's it. Night night.

i just saw survivor, and now there's nothing to do. so, i'm really bored. maybe i'll check out the onion. i wonder if pj harvey online has any new updates. i'll definately check that out later. i think that's what i'll do.

so yeah, i checked my mail today and there was this letter from iona saying that i got accepted and that i also got a scholarship. i'm 2 for 2. so far manhattanville and iona want me oh so bad! more excellent news : my physics average is a d, which is barely passing! i'm so excited! it must've been that 75 i got on that test a while back, my 1st passing grade since like for ever, that sent me over the top. at this rate i *might* score a 65 on the regents. i rule!

i tried putting this picture of a bunny with a pancake on its head here, but i'm having some problems with that so i think i'm just gonna make it my desktop. well, it's not really late but I'm gonna get off the computer. i have a stupid economics test tomrrow which i will probably fail, but no matter. i guess that's it. ok i'm gonna go watch the osbournes, which is so funny. g'night.

um i think i should begin to fill you in on the crazy happening and wild shenanigans occuring in my life. ok, so for the entire weekend i was looking for a picture of laurence thoms. wipe that look of confusion off your face, 'cuz i'm gonna tell you who he is. he's the only professional alpine skier from fiji, so you'd think that it'd be easy to find a freakin' picture of this dude. but nooooooooooooooooo....... it's freakin' impossible. he was at the winter olympics at salt lake but they didn't televise when he was actually racing and I saw him at the opening ceremony, but i forgot what he looks like. i've literally looked all over the internet for a freeakin' picture but no luck... it looks like i'll have to wait until 2006 in turin, but oh well. what else...? oh yeah, i like lettuce. um I saw the time machine and I thought that it was cool. i'm also reading queen of the damned and that's about it. so yeah, tell all your friends about my blog, 'cuz you know this entry changed your life in an unbelieveable way.

ok i think i've figured this thing out. key word : think. yeah i like this look and i think I'm gonna keep it for good. i'll start to actually write things that could potentially change your lives, so stay tuned and beware of slugs.

ok i really don't understand why this thing doesn't make the changes that i want it to make! i just don't understand this blog making business. maybe i'll figure it out later.

yeah ok, so i just made this thing and already i'm confused. if you know me, well, then you're not shocked. hmm.... so yeah i don't know what i was thinking when i decided to make this thing. i guess i was bored or something like that. sounds right. anyway, i like lettuce, in case you didnt know. i'll try to come up with something a *little* more interesting in the future..... for now i think I'm gonna go and actually learn this crap.